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Truth!?!?!?!?!?

What if Truth was like a tiny speck of sand?
A speck that has been washed and weighed, polished, smoothed and curbed into one shiny point, the Universal Truth.
What if we could take this grain of sand and collect it into a book? We would treasure the book like our own life. We would lock it with the purpose of our mind.


And when we craved the truth we would open it up and let the grains wash over us. We would soak ourselves in its depth and bask in its radiance.
But the book is flawed. We can take more truth from it than we have earned. And soon we would be turning empty pages.
Thus the search begins. The search for the truth; the truth we crave; the truth that has the only meaningful value in an otherwise meaningless world.
The search continues, it goes on and on. In this search for the ultimate truth everything is allowed. We learn to lie and cheat in hope of progress. We see no success, no breakthrough of any kind.


We’re flooded by substitute truth, made up truth, whose only purpose is to sooth us and lull us.
Absolute truth loses its meaning. There is no absolute truth, only greater and lesser truth. We’ve lost our standards, we’ve lost our talent to distinguish what is real from what is deception. We no longer know the difference between the right truth and the wrong truth. All we care for is truth in any form and any guise; corrupted, filthy truth, we want it all, need it all.
So this truth can make us free, like any other truth. Maybe this substitute truth suffices? Maybe.
But when we’ve become enslaved to this freedom, then it is freedom no longer.
It is the worst kind of prison.


A prison with no walls and no chains. We cannot break free for we cannot see what binds us.
We talk of freedom like it was something to hope for. I hope real freedom never finds us, because we wouldn’t know what to do with it.
Yet we continue the search, for the searching has become a way of life for us. We know no other. It is what we’ve become.
Let us only hope the search never ends, that the Absolute Truth stays hidden forever. For if the search ends, we end.
Then we become nothing more than dust, specks of sand on the shore of universal lie.
And maybe, just maybe, this has already happened.



Of course there is no way i am clever enough to come up with that myself, nor am i clever enough to figure out if it actually has a point or if its just spinning a bucketload of BULLSHIT!

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NINJA!!!


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FOR ALL MY FANS!!!!! (no i didnt spend the time to make this myself, im no where near that cool, but i am cool enough to rip it off some random on the internet)

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The Internet

Something we should take for granted?? Fuck no, i say revolt against it ..... Fuck mass communication ... fuck networks ... screw easily accessible insincere attention that the INTERNET provides the globe with.

While your at it, drive your car off a cliff (with yourself in or out of it, its your personal preference), dump all your physical posessions and renounce the material world.  Burn down your house, set your dog free and orphan your 2 kids.  This way your not just saying screw society, you are also screaming screw survival of the fittest.

What was Charles Darwin thinking? Evolution? Genetics? bah.  Give me the bible, why? because it comes from the divine being himself (i.e. god). But how do we know he really exists???? Cause the bible says so.  Logic and reason clearly isn't something the bible teaches, but it does encourage blind belief.

Which brings me back to my first comment, fishing for easily accessible insincere attention.  I am doing the very thing I criticise by 'blogging', and alas I have proven that I am merely just another Human, with the same pathetic desire for attention like all the emo punks that have infected the internet, following trend like a moth to a flame.  The more masses of people that try to stand out, the more they blend together, we live in an age of the army of emos, that have now out-grown the internet and now seek attention 'hanging out at the mall' just like Avril Lavinge. 

People try so hard to be an 'idea' rather then just to be a simple flawed carbon based life-form. These ideas have saturated every orifice of our lives and attempt to dictate how to think. And now i have become emo, I am disgusting.

We have to make the best of what we have


What a way to test my blog

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